Aiming for Home

I lay tired and beaten on my bed
The world’s weight hung upon my head
The sounds of the buses and trains that I just passed
Makes my brains scream out for mercy,
Enough of this torture,
Enough of this pain,
I just wanna go home and stay.

My heart felt unfit and unable,
As I sit down on the breakfast table,
Pondering the things that have to be done,
Earning wages and making expenses,
Thinking to make the life to the fullest,
When all earnings seem like an enemy
When all these seem vanity
I just wanna go straight home.

My feet felt like lead as I went to the shower
Poor in spirit, I’m drained out of power,
To think of the walls that pressures me
To mind the rigors that the “real world” shows me,
The prestige,
Yes, A misconception,
The prestigious life is deception
I just wanna go home and stay thereafter.

So now, I long for home,
Stay there and be left alone,
Alone with the face that took thousands of years to see
Alone with the Man, whose saving grace I need,
To stay there with Him till the end of Time,
Dear Savior, comfort me from my doubts.